such a bad day… such a bad time..  There was a woman checking her mail on the side of the road and i was going about 60mph. I’ve never have come so close to running someone over with my car purposely. I would like to say that at the last second that I changed my mind, but in all honesty, I just don’t think that I convinced myself to do it in time. I would have been able to justify it in my mind. After all that I’ve gone through in my mind today and what it is that I feel inside, I know that she would have been sacrificial to my bidding. If she were hit by me, you would have discovered that she was a child fondler or a rapist… a crook of any kind. None of that happened… so here I sit not on the run and not bleeding from my chest where I would have forced the police to kill me.
Sounds like you could use a little fresh air, and maybe some spontaneous fun!!! If you are ever in a pickle, and need someone to get your mind in a happy place just give me a call. Maybe we could play tennis, hike to the top of a mountain and smoke weed, have a cordial down by the poolside, crack the shit outta some golf balls, or whatever random thing you can think of. Anything is better than ramming your car up some old ladies ass!!! Stay safe, and behave your damn self already!!!